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I suppose I'll sleep alone.

How many nights will I do this, really?

It's almost as if, truly, even when I'm with someone, anyone, I'm still sleeping alone.

It's not as easy to love as some of the younger kids seem to think. you know, it's not as easy to trust, either, maybe even harder.

So, do I wish that I could trust?

Yeah, those nights when I'm not alone, I wish I could. I wish I could fall asleep with that confidence that I'd wake up in the same company. 

I suppose a call from home, words spoken so unfriendly should ruin my mood, right? They are the people that ruined everything, the people that have kept it the way is has been.

I'm not one to complain, really. I'm sure there are less fortunate people in the world.

He wants to go to Sapporo...I do too. Let's just hope the surprise doesn't kill him.

Aki asked once why I was so obsessed with History.

I told him it's because I have so much of it.
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 really. sapporo is far from here.

i thought i could escape, but apparently not.

apparently, no matter how far you run.

they always will catch you.

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hey babies, how are you all?

the name is Jui, call me what you will though, often i like being called sweet things; cookie, sugar, sweet..dacquiri.

sorry it's taken me so long to get this stupid journal in the works, i am afraid i have been a little bit more than very busy. school, homework, cooking, sweets...

love the school, so much better than sapporo...

goodnight, loves.

~jui

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